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Finally October*ੈ✩‧₊˚

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OMG its October finally I've been waiting for this since the end of August Before I get into it ik I'm off of/ not engaging with the comm on the internet since I'm busy with school and I just got a job this month so I'm gonna be even more all over the place. It's my first job ever (as in i'm actually getting paid) I'm only part time for that though so my main priority is still my cosmetology program and classes. But yes I've super nervous and excited for this new era in my life and hoping it goes as well as it can and I won't burn out I love Halloween and autumn actives sm which is weird because I'm not the biggest fan of horror but I love scary and paranormal thigs. Its still mostly warm in SoCal as of rn so I'm hopping to wear extra cvnty costumes this year! I have never been one to want to go to scary/ horror theme park events but I kinda wanna go to Horror Nights just for the FNAF maze and merch.... maybe food I heard mixed reviews on it ...

Thoughts

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This is unfiltered/ unedited, just dropping down an update for now! So I have been off of IG all of September so far for my mental health and tbh it feels so good being off of it. I do not like to publicly talk about my personal life too much but my mental health has plummeted because of the gyaru community in the past months. Its easy to ignore everything until issues directly involve you. I am so grateful to have friends irl and a select few in the overall comm but I just currently feel isolated and just incredibly drained. So many other mooties have expressed wanting to distance themselves, leave gyaru, or get off of social media or even leaving gyaru completely and it had me thinking.... if its bothering me I should stop, at least take a break. So I stayed off of social media (aside from tiktok) I feel awesome and got to unwind even though I have also been back in school I'm not overly stressed or anxious which is strange.  I got to take time to myself to think about my overall...

Lauren’s Birthday Weekend ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

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It was Lauren's birthday weekend recently and she wanted to celebrate with a beach day and sleep over. That Friday she texted me midday asking if she could sleep over, I was nervous my family would say no but to my surprise it was so I rushed to clean my room and 'wrap' her present. I was working on some nails in the middle of my room and had my whole santee alley haul on my floor. I was in the middle of watching Jennifer's Body when she arrived, I had been binging movies that whole day. I never seen Jennifer's Body before. I had dinner already but she ate some pupusas and ceviche. We were just chatting the whole time about gyaru, scene, tea, normal sleep over convos yk. Most importantly we were talking about yume ships, its been the hot topic of the month for my friends and I.  Next day in the morning Lauren and I woke up late we stayed up till 3:30 I think?? I don't remember. Sarina came over to eat pupusas while Lauren and I finished our make up. It was one o...

*sigh* tariffs

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I can't believe I still don't have my DIA belt and idk wtf will happen to it now with the oncoming tariffs. I ordered my belt back when DIA's website first opened and it shipped out to the US successfully in the middle of June but got sent back to Japan because Zen Market did not input my whole address on the postage! It got back like the second week of July to Zen Market and they said I needed to repay shipping and an additional 1000 yen for repacking?! can't yall print a new label?! I was pissed and did not want to pay it but at this point I'd never get the belt, I decided to finally give in and pay them in August but I still don't have my package, I wish I could just return the belt at this point, I mean I don't even do tsuyome that often so I wasn't in desperate need of it, I just wanted one. I have a skinny lip belt which I am content with using. I wish I could have just returned it to DIA from the start tbh. GUYS DON'T ORDER FROM ZEN MARKET THE...