AmeHimeRosa

This is unfiltered/ unedited, just dropping down an update for now! So I have been off of IG all of September so far for my mental health and tbh it feels so good being off of it. I do not like to publicly talk about my personal life too much but my mental health has plummeted because of the gyaru community in the past months. Its easy to ignore everything until issues directly involve you. I am so grateful to have friends irl and a select few in the overall comm but I just currently feel isolated and just incredibly drained. So many other mooties have expressed wanting to distance themselves, leave gyaru, or get off of social media or even leaving gyaru completely and it had me thinking.... if its bothering me I should stop, at least take a break. So I stayed off of social media (aside from tiktok) I feel awesome and got to unwind even though I have also been back in school I'm not overly stressed or anxious which is strange.  I got to take time to myself to think about my overall...

It was Lauren's birthday weekend recently and she wanted to celebrate with a beach day and sleep over. That Friday she texted me midday asking if she could sleep over, I was nervous my family would say no but to my surprise it was so I rushed to clean my room and 'wrap' her present. I was working on some nails in the middle of my room and had my whole santee alley haul on my floor. I was in the middle of watching Jennifer's Body when she arrived, I had been binging movies that whole day. I never seen Jennifer's Body before. I had dinner already but she ate some pupusas and ceviche. We were just chatting the whole time about gyaru, scene, tea, normal sleep over convos yk. Most importantly we were talking about yume ships, its been the hot topic of the month for my friends and I.  Next day in the morning Lauren and I woke up late we stayed up till 3:30 I think?? I don't remember. Sarina came over to eat pupusas while Lauren and I finished our make up. It was one o...